Psychic abilities awaken

I first became aware of my psychic abilities in a dream.

During the dream, I had to deliver something to an office where mediums worked. Upon arrival, I was invited to have my fortune told, and I sat in a room with a medium. As the door was open, I could see the reception area from my seat. Suddenly, the atmosphere shifted right before my eyes while the medium was in the middle of the reading.

Instead of having one medium in front of me, a being materialized beside the medium. As I gazed ahead into a corridor, I saw multiple mediums walking around, each of them being guided by a being with a hand on their shoulder. In the midst of this, I experienced a peculiar feeling in my hands, as though my arms were engulfed in flames, yet the intense heat originated from within me, with no visible flames in sight.

Upon awakening in my bed at home, I realized I was still dreaming. The dream transitioned into a nightmare as I felt a sensation of being torn between two distinct dimensions—which is the only way I could explain this perplexing encounter. Confused and frightened, I called out for my mother to rescue me. Even after I awoke for real, I could still sense a fiery sensation in my arms, as if they were ablaze from within. This marked the first time I experienced a healing energy coursing through me.

It has been approximately nine years since then. During this period, I have participated in different healing and mediumship classes, joined meditation circles, and connected with individuals who share similar gifts. I have realized that mediumship abilities require practice and enhancement.

While some individuals are naturally clairvoyant from a young age, others, such as myself, may only begin to sense these abilities in adulthood. Regardless of the category individuals fall into, it is essential for them to understand how their abilities function and how to decipher the messages they receive.

Mediumship abilities differ among individuals. While some can perceive deceased individuals as if they were alive, I do not visually see spirits. Nevertheless, I possess a sensitivity towards others' emotions and health, allowing me to sense their physical discomfort, for instance. During a reading, I receive visual images which I interpret to convey the intended message to the recipient. Nonetheless, my strongest attribute lies in healing. By focusing, I can sense the energy that I experienced in my dream flowing out through my hands.

Although my friends and family are aware of my abilities, I have not previously discussed them publicly. The reason for this is simple: I am afraid. Observing the judgmental attitudes on social media towards individuals who are perceived as different has made me hesitant. While I could choose to stay silent about my experiences, I believe that staying true to myself is more important. Even if I may come across as unconventional, I just want to be authentic.