Acquiring wisdom through challenges

The past year and a half has been quite unusual.

Since losing my job and the outbreak of Covid-19 in this country, I have been spending a significant amount of time at home. I have been minimizing my unnecessary trips outside to reduce the risk of getting sick, and I have only been leaving the house when necessary, such as for grocery shopping.

After applying for numerous jobs without success, I eventually landed a temporary job that allowed me to work from home. This situation has resulted in minimal changes to my life, as I spend most of my time at home with limited social interactions.

During this challenging period, marked by a great deal of uncertainty, I have reflected extensively on the reasons behind my current circumstances. This situation has compelled me to introspect, as I have been unable to escape my thoughts and emotions, even if I had wished to do so.

Throughout this entire process, I have been forced to spend time with myself. I have not been able to indulge in any unnecessary expenses to lift my spirits, such as treating myself to something nice. Additionally, I have not engaged in much entertainment to distract myself, as I have rarely gone out for meals or attended events.

Additionally, I am carefully monitoring my digestion, which entails avoiding coffee and alcohol and abstaining from dairy, gluten, and added sugar. I am following a particular diet for a minimum of three months to reset my system, thereby preventing me from turning to food for comfort.

When something has been troubling or lingering within me, it has found a way to come to the surface for reflection, which may not be enjoyable but will likely benefit me in the future. Throughout this time, I have also had sufficient opportunity to ponder various questions alone.

Naturally, I have wondered extensively about the reasons behind my current circumstances, especially considering how long this period of my life has been. However, upon reflection, I realized that there are valuable lessons to be gleaned from this period. It has afforded me the chance to:

• trust that events are unfolding as they should and that it is secure for me to release control and allow things to proceed naturally

• be grateful for what I have

• be open to receiving support from others, such as financially, without needing to handle everything independently from start to finish

• consider my future actions in advance; I will be prepared to make choices once the right chances arise

• get ready for what will happen next

• engage in finding happiness and contentment within myself, even when circumstances around me are less than ideal

Difficulties are opportunities for personal growth. This period has shown me the importance of maintaining a spiritual connection and believing in the power of the universe, particularly when encountering challenges. Our faith and confidence are put to the test in moments of adversity. I am confident that I will appreciate whatever lies ahead even more following this phase of my life.