My belief in a higher power

During my youth, I often pondered the reason for human existence on earth and its overall purpose.

Upon thorough reflection, I have concluded that undergoing several rebirths is necessary to discover the world from various perspectives. While I respect individuals who embrace the idea of living only once and are motivated to seize the most out of life, I hold a different view as I think it results in considerable injustice.

It suggests that some people die at birth while others live to be one hundred, some experience wealth while others suffer from poverty, and so on. I find it easier to accept the present condition of our world, with its many tragedies and difficulties that numerous people encounter, when I consider the idea of multiple incarnations and diverse roles, as it indicates that we are all truly equal.

My conviction in life after death has deepened as I have grown more attuned to the energies and environment surrounding me. The presence of beings beyond, including mentors and departed relatives, has eliminated any scepticism I may have had. This awareness has aided me through moments of loss and sorrow, offering solace in believing our existence is eternal.

Initially, my focus in spiritual pursuits was primarily on self-improvement and addressing the challenges I have faced in this lifetime. Over a decade, I have managed to work through most of those painful experiences and now find myself at a juncture where a new phase is unfolding. This latest chapter contemplates the kind of life I wish to lead now that I have achieved a sense of inner healing and can genuinely embrace the joy of existence.

Although I find it satisfying to be where I am now, viewing it as a clear life goal, I am ready to progress. While I did not initially aim to embark on spiritual journeys to attain success in such matters, unlike those striving for enlightenment in this or future lives, I seem to have reached a point where there are no other paths to pursue.

Even though I am prepared to start this journey, I still sense some inner resistance. This resistance stems from my discomfort in openly expressing my spiritual beliefs, such as the idea that we are all interconnected divine beings, each with our own higher power.

Living in Iceland, where religious beliefs are not typical, and atheism is prevalent, the idea of discussing personal opinions about higher power is generally frowned upon and considered inappropriate or foolish.

My reluctance to share my views on these matters stems from my unwillingness to debate with individuals who perceive the world differently. However, if we cease engaging in these dialogues to explore diverse perspectives, could we miss out on valuable experiences?

I am beginning to realize that I am entitled to express my perspective, shaped by my opinions and personal encounters. Perhaps the world would benefit from a greater willingness to share our own experiences while being receptive to others' viewpoints.